Finally

by Rizha

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released January 31, 2017

The entire album was written, composed and produced by Rizha.

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Track Name: By Your Side
Bet you can tell
I've been acting weird lately
You thought I was crazy
And I don't blame you

But I can feel
There's no hope
In the feels
That I hope you feel
I sit in the backyard
I smoke every time I breath in
All I wanna do is

Lay there by your side
Do you like me now?

Do you like me now?

Bet you can tell
I've been kinda weird lately
I'm not longer crazy
But I don't blame you

Cause I can feel it's not working
I know that it's worth it
You know me
I love you
You want me
I need you
We're running in circles again
Over the same old ground
All I wanna do is

Lay there by your side
Do you like me now?
Lay there by your side
Drowning
Feel me
Now
Track Name: Edgy
30 minutes left,
You're waiting on A.S.
I know I shouldn't go,
And you're not good for me It's
The adrenaline of laying on the edge
What keeps me up at night
We never got over us,
And it's really no surprise
Some bruises last when you hit hard
You get some scars

You left her for me,
Now you leave
I should have known,
I should've known,
I taught you how

She's gone, I'm back
He's gone, you're back
We can't get out
We fake got stuck

Weeks pass me by
The silence multiplies
Why do you have to be such a dick?

You left her for me,
Now you leave
I should have known,
I should've known,
I taught you how

And it never really ends
I'm the fly again
And you're still a piece of shit
And I say way too much,
Have no private thoughts
You left her for me,
Now you leave
I should have known,
I should've known,
I taught you how
You brake, tear me
You lie it's weak
This ain't no love
More like a drug we overdose on
We overdosed on
Track Name: One To The Drunk Gods
Do you feel miscalculated?
Like it's barely worth the try?
Like the room you're in is fading
And you didn't say goodbye
Do you know what is worth?
Try again, I'm not gonna play

You're not my, you're not my
You're not my daddy
You're not my, you’re not my
You're not my daddy

I got you on my mind
I need to get you out, get you out
I say it all the time
I need to get you out, get you out
But now that you're around
It's like I’m going down, going down
So one last time
Need you to tell me why, tell me why

You're not my, you're not my
You're not my daddy
Please be my, please be my
Please be my daddy

You're not my, you're not my
You're not my daddy
You're not my, you're not my
You're not my daddy

Won't you be my daddy?
Track Name: Makeup
Makeup on my face
Not that I'm wrecked or anything
I haven't eaten anything but I'm okay
I don't wanna know
I know you've heard it all before
And I don't wanna be the one to tell you no

But you can't force me to like you
And I can't force you to stay

So I
I've been wasting,
I've been wasting time
And i'm still bleeding cotton lizards

But you can't force me to like you
And I can't force you to stay
But you can't force me to like you
And I can't go away
And you can't force me to like you
And I can't force you to stay
Stay

Lying to my face
No, I'm not over anything
And you've been lying
And everything builds up
Need to paint the walls
Lately they been talking to me
Lately they been saying everything that I don't say

But you can't force me to like you
And I can't force you to stay

And you can't force me to like you
And I can't force you to stay
And you can't force me to like you
And I can't go away
And you can't force me to like you
And I can't force you to stay
And you can't force me to like you
And I can't force you to stay

Stay...
Track Name: AMW
Remember how we used to play like we were kids?
Driving your car faster so the light wouldn't catch us
And the dark would come around
And wrap your arm around my waist,

I wanna go,
I wanna go

With you, you
Me and you
You, you
Me and
You

Don't you wanna say something?
I've been feeling weird
I feel like I lost my place
Somebody once told me
Whoever loses, wins
I never got it but now that you're gone I think I finally do

You, you
I's me and you
Ain't nobody like you

You're in her mind
But I, I don’t mind
I'm still have you every single time
And the road is long
And it's never coming back
But if you ever come back
I'll be waiting cause it's you
I, you and I
It's us

You and I, forever a hundred times,
Forever a hundred times
I'll be by your side
Track Name: The Same
Two headed snake
Hitting the walls
Inside my head
Every December
Bitting my nerves
Dipping my words in rage as I age
Burning my lungs
Don't you remember?
Breathing in gold
Crying in silver
Girls and bad boys
Always the same, though
I wish I was there, though

Always the same boy
I’m still the same girl

Falling again as I remember
Burning my nerves
Making you laugh is making me shake
Turn off my brain
Yeah, she looks good,
Sounds like a plan
Though we all knew
It's not forever
Might be the last time
But you'll remember
Every December

Always the same boy

Always the same boy
I'm still the same girl

Always the same boy

Two headed snake
Hitting the walls
Inside my head
Every December
Bitting my nerves
Dipping my words in rage as I age
Burning my lungs
Don't you remember?
Breathing in gold
Crying in silver
Girls and bad boys
Always the same, though
I wish I was there, though
Track Name: Trust Issues
Saw two pale blue hands
Burst into the air
A black hole and a wormhole
Next to the coldest bridge
Perfect points of desire
Those tired eyes and that halfway slide to hell

Golden strings, no replacement
Once you bought the pack,
You keep it
Stains the house
Like glitter
Pretty, annoying at the same time

I've got trust issues
Fucked up so many times
I'm not longer sure
Way outta my mind
Don't know if I should
It's whatever, I'll be back
Back

Fluor top
Slide my hands
Through a brand new used silk
Burns like snow, no logic
Never though lies could make
This work, by the way,
I singed up, I know it's my fault

Golden strings, no replacement
Once you bought the pack,
You keep it
Stains the house
Like glitter
Pretty, annoying at the same time

I've got trust issues
Fucked up so many times
I'm not longer sure
Way outta my mind
Don't know if I should
It's whatever I'll be back

I've got trust issues
Fucked up so many times
I'm not longer sure
Way outta my mind
Don't know if I should
It's whatever I'll be back
Back

The train left
Four times before
I'll be back for more
I'll be back, back, back, back
The train left
Four times before
I'll be back for more
I'll be back, back, back, back
Track Name: Way Up
The walls begging to crack around
And we're both sitting quietly
And I can not believe
That I'm for real
If I love you so damn much

And the worst is that
Nothing's wrong
But I know I'm such an asshole
And I don't wanna hurt you
Anymore

So I thought that it'll be great
If we could throw this away
But guess what
I was wrong
I need you here

So now what am I gonna do
You hurt
And I hurt too
Is it dumb if I'd rather cry with you
than go and smile with someone new?
Is it stupid if I call you know?
I know that I can fix this
But should I?
Should I?

I need you here
I need you here
I need you

The walls begging to crack around
And we're both sitting quietly
And I can not believe
That I'm for real
If I love you so damn much
Track Name: Happy Bummer Day
I'll have to get used to this
Spend my hours and my days
Drinking to everything that we never did
I was supposed to grow old with you
To die in your arms
You were the best I ever had
You we’re the best of us

Now I'm far away
And I hate myself
And I wish that I could be
By your side

Cause it hurts a lot to see you
Happy with her
Seeing how you kiss her
Is driving me insane
And I won't say
It makes me happy
Cause I'm not, and
I want you to be happy but with me
I want you to be happy but with me

Now I'm just a memory
Lost in the sound
Of her high pitched voice
And it hurts a lot to see you
Happy with her
Seeing how you kiss her
Is driving me insane
And I won't say
It makes me happy
Cause I'm not and
I want you to be happy but with me
I want you to be happy but with me

And I can not lie
I tried so hard to keep you near me,
By my side
But things run so fast,
I can not wait,
I can not lie.
Track Name: Choke
Before I,
Before I walk away
Just let me know
Did I,
Did I ever do something wrong?
Before I,
Before I walk away
Before I,
Before I walk away

Wake up to eleven missing calls,
It's never been this way
I know we don't do it for the love
At least not like they say
One plus two,
Plus your plastic face

I've got a secret,
Do you wanna keep it?
Baby, it's whatever
I'll breath it,
I'll breath it in
I've got a secret,
Do you wanna keep it?
Baby, it's whatever
I'll breath it,
I'll breath it in

Feels like being stabbed,
Feels like being choked,
Being underwater,
On a thousand drugs
Feels like puking up
What's left of your soul
Feels so bad it almost feels good,
Almost feels good.

Feels so good,
It's so
Good
So good

Feels like being stabbed
Feels like being choked
Being underwater,
On a thousand drugs

Feels like being stabbed
Feels like being choked
Being underwater,
On a thousand drugs

Feels like being stabbed
Feels like being choked
Being underwater,
On a thousand drugs

Feels like puking up
What's left of your soul
Feels so bad
Feels so good

Feels so good
Feels so good
Feels so good
Feels so.
Track Name: Your Bong
You had it all the time
I never really looked
I always wanna be the girl
And every time I hang with all my dudes I know
I'm never ever gonna find you behind my door

And I swear it hurts
When you say you know
And swear it's lost
When you say it's not what I think it is
What do I think this is?

So I'll just grab the bong you left and take a hundred hits
Pass out and maybe be yellow, kinda green
Getting stoned all by my own never was a good idea
Cause I just get so paranoid
I don't even know why

And I swear it hurts
But it's the same
And all you've done
It's not just what I think it is

So I'll get high with my bros,
High into the void
High into the void

So I'll get high with my bros,
High into the void
High into the void

So I'll get high with my bros,
High into the void
High into the void

So I'll get high with my bros,
High into the void
High into the
Void
Track Name: Lost My Voice
I'm sipping on Benadryl
Every five minutes
I've never really felt this way before
You kept me safe
But, what's the cost?
A lifetime living in silence

And I wonder,
Do you remember me?
Yes, I wonder,
Do you remember me?

And I know
It's never been so
Never been this way
Yes, it hurts
I've never felt so
Never felt this way

I'm sipping on Benadryl
I've never really felt this way before

And I know
It's never been so
Never been this way
Yes, it hurts
I've, never felt so
Never felt this way
And I know
It's never been this way
Yes, it hurts
I've never felt so
Never felt this way

Never felt this way